nostalgia has blood on her hands
hospital sterile never smelled sweeter than after discharge,
but I smell it sometimes when things are getting bad again,
I think of that beautiful room with the bolted down beds and doors without knobs,
I miss the group therapy, oddly enough,
Probably because I love talking about myself.
hospital sterile never scared me more than that first stay,
the one where I was underweight and shivering,
I was barely alive and wholly psychotic,
they gave me pills and I gave them a reason.
if I die just know it was nostalgia who killed me,
because only someone broken would long for a time they were also broken, but worse.
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