as the rain falls

i cant help but think

about how the sadness calls

to me. im on the brink.

the tears tug at my eyes

and the sorrow brings down my mouth

i swat the feelings like flies

as things begin to go south.

i haven't done half of my work,

and the day is soon gone

guilt laughs at me, curt

my day is chucked at the lawn

i woke up late today,

i took a little too long to break

i had too much time to lay

my body begins to shake

the paper is filled with many words

they blur in my mind

i cant yell much about how absurd

im not being kind

others handle it easy

so i wonder why cant i

i guess im just too lazy

ill never be that guy

it sucks to just write

even though it makes me happy

ive chewed more than i can bite

my words begin to look slappy

i need to work.

faster, more, better, whatever.

eyes begin to lurk

ill rest never