I am stuck in a whole keep screaming and tossing and turn

like I got ants in my pants

just don't know what to do

Itching inside which way do I go

Do try something new

Or stay with you

My heart and head are out of the sink

I am trying my best

don't know which way to go

My heart is saying I love him and it will all work out in the end

But my brain is saying nothing has changed

And lay it to bed

Emotional connected and sexual connect

But mental just ahead fuck

But to much love to let him go

Compared to the fact that just lays

Too much hurt

Too much memory to just let go

But two a hard to say

So I am stuck in the mud

Trust I just want to just give up

Easy said but not enough