When I was hurt I built a place to stay

An escape from the pain

At first it was an impression of people I needed in my life

Then those characters came to life

The world I dreamt of was whole until

It became separated by war

From characters to a plot line my dreaming unfurled of a place I longed to go

More distant I became until my family worried

I faked it with a smile and told them I’m fine

The life happened it it hurt for awhile

Things I didn’t understand happened to fast

Yet I knew were I could go

Into my bedroom I did dwell but my thoughts flew away to Windsor itself

I lived there until I felt better then faced the hell I was force to survive

Thoughts and expectations piled on high

I found comfort in Javier and the others

Even though they are my own thoughts

They feel so real

And when I come back to the real word

The travel with me too I showed them my world it was the greatest pleasure to have an invisible friend

To show them my thoughts, my fears, and my passion that no one seemed to understand

I live between dreams and life where I can see my friends though others can’t

They made me who I am

Yet I cannot spend my life in a daydream though that’s where I want to be.