Dad, I have that feeling. It’s the same one I used to get whenever you told me I needed to take responsibility. I do. I need to take responsibility.

I have been trying to make Charlie into the villain ever since her attitude toward me changed. I don’t think I’m imagining that. There was a difference in how she treated me when you were with us and when you weren’t. But she’s not the villain.

I kind of feel like the villain now. I just almost made her fall out of a moving car, and I’m sitting over here writing about it. I need to do something to make it right. But what?