fiction, this is not a true tale though my heart goes out to everyone who has endured loss 💗

My mother just died No she didn't But I saw the crash But she didn't She couldn't have She'll come right through the door Spreading her arms wide Smiling Her sweet smile Smelling like lilacs and Sugar No she won't She's dead She won't come back I will do anything Anything To bring her back Money? I'll give it Labor? I'll give that too Anything I tell you Just give me back my mom It not fair that she died She was the sweetest mom Ever Ever I say And why couldn't some Evil stepmother Just die Instead of my mom? It's not fair It's just not fair!! I just can't stand it It's sinking me down To my knees I feel salty drops of melancholy Drip down my face My chest heaves I can't breathe Under the suffering grief Of losing her I can't imagine a life Without her in it Who will I be Without her by my side? What will happen Without her cheering me on? Where will I be Without her? I think of Her beautiful smile Her warm hug Her sweet muffins Her musty books Her floral tea Her clean smelling hair And I draw it close To my heart She's there with me Deep inside I have her all to myself I see her dancing green eyes Pearly white smile Cute dimples Embracing touch And I take it Hold it close It's inside Just very deep But she's mine And she's here In my heart.