High Schoolers Grief
It’s been completely normal all day.
Everyone is going about their routine
The girl that sits in front of me got a new haircut.
The math teacher has new glasses.
How can they keep changing.
It’s only been a month.
I don’t want to be on debate team anymore.
None of these arguments matter!
How can you possibly be worried about prom?
What’s the point?
It’s not like it’s a matter of... life and death.
My brother is dead and you say I should just move on?
Move on?
I’m never going to get over this!
It was my big brother! Not a boy that broke up with me!
There is no ‘moving on’!
Not from this.
Not from death.
I thought these things every day
But I never spoke.
I acted just fine.
And the whole time I was dead inside.