[A/N: read the speech quickly, as if YOU'RE the one saying all of this for a better experience!]

You? Killing me? Oh, please! I'm not worth anything in this world! I mean, I DO have a few friends, but who cares, they're all gonna die out anyway. My body isn't worth it and i feel like total shit. Like, I'm so ugly a psychopath like YOU would vomit out all the meals you've had your entire life! I'm not really famous although a few people know me; heh, those are just my parents and relatives!

Oh, speaking of which, I don't have any! Why? Because they're gone! I don't have anyone to live with or anyone to share my feelings with! But I know it's not worth DYING.

There's gotta be something that brings me hope and joy, all of that back. I know I must keep looking and find my true self. I need to find out who can bring me back to life and help me actually live. I just need someone...anyone. Even if they're not my type, even if they're mean, even if...even if they're...abusive? I don't know, but there's gotta be SOMEONE that can cure me.

There's something missing inside of me that I need to find before deciding whether I should be dead or not. I feel...empty...without it. I've already begun searching a long time ago, but still now I can't find any answers or clues to where it must have been lurking around all this time. Will you help me find that something?