I Still Love You
The love we shared was made of sugar
Sweet beyond measure
But it crumbled so easily.
I loved you through your hardest times
I wanted you when nobody else did
I still want you.
The sweetness of the memories we shared
The love you gave me when everybody else couldn’t care less if I lived or died
I’ll remember.
You have changed me
You have made me better
You saw me for me and loved what you saw
You told me I was brave when I shook in fear
You told me I was amazing when I wrote you poems
So it was worth loving and losing you
So I could learn to love myself.
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The love we shared was like coffee
Strong as hell
But with such a bitter aftertaste.
You loved me through my hardest times
You wanted me when everybody else would have laughed with glee if I died
I want you too.
I want to take all of your pain away.
I’ll remember you on my deathbed
You changed me
You made me live better
You saw all of my pain and didn’t call me selfish
You told me I was the strongest person you knew
You told me I was perfect the way I was
But now that your gone all I want is to get you back.
Your memory will never be enough on its own
It’s not worth loving you if I can’t have you forever.