Stuck… stuck in this car again. How does this keep happening? My therapist says that it is flash backs. Every time I am stressed or scared I end up here, in a small dirty car radio playing my voice but wrong. I would turn it down but the windows get dark when I do. I prefer the familiarly lights and sounds to the numb dark. The bar’s neon green sign the only permanence over the many years “NONE ARE WELCOME ALL ARE TAKEN - The living bar”. This time I’m in the middle of a four-way. I guess it was a bad one this time.