You gone. Life is not what it used to be. You filled me with such joy. A world left of misery. All I feel is brokenness and you used to heal me. It feels worse than death I wish it took me. It’s suffocating almost life-threatening. A life without you is a life I never want. My creator, my Heavenly Father. You’ve never left me nor forsake me. If I didn’t know you my life would end as quick as it began. It’s all darkness for me now. No hope or faith is abound. I’m lost and can never be found. Decaying faster than a corpse. No purpose left to give. Destined to a fate I never imagined. A path where I never wanted to go. Destruction is all I know. I have no wisdom no purpose no life. A happy girl I once was will sadly never thrive. You are the person I care for the most. However life without you is a nightmare that would never go away.