TW:Vent ahead :) Burn,burn,burn,burn,burn,burn. I need to burn. I need to feel something, A n y t h i n g Like a moth attracted to the warmth and light of the flame, I am attracted to the pain. I need to feel something,anything other than this constant state of drowsiness,i need to break the never ending cycle. It’s become too hard to even get out of bed on a morning,enough so that i have to wake up 2 hours early and still just barely leave the house on time. I need help but im scared, All i do is wallow in my own pity and put on a show for the people around me, I know they hate me but why do they pretend they dont? It just makes me feel worse. I just want someone,anyone to be proud of me. Im just so exhausted...