I see her face on every crack

Every crevices

Every little girl and boy.

I hear her voice in the laughs of a child

And the cry’s of a bird.

I watch her in my dreams every night.

Her screams

And pleas

And cry’s

And I watch her die

Over and over.

On the streets

In my car

At home

She haunts me.

Not just in my dreams anymore,

She haunts me.

Because even when day wakes

She crawls out from the deepest holes of my heart,

And tears my mind apart.

I can’t hear a child cry

Or the ice cream truck,

Because I remember her.

My daughter.

And the dreams will never let me forget.

I’ve stopped sleeping.

I don’t want to see her

I don’t want to remember,

But she won’t let me go.

No

No

No,

I just want to let go.