Everybody kicks me hits me and excepts more of me. With the unrealistic expectations they have for me but don’t live up to their own. I am hurt and no one seems to care about how I feel. They want me to be their puppet and to have no voice. Don’t they know I’m human and not a doll. They only call me when they want me, they only call to use me. It hurts, damages a million pieces like self destruction.. Only I'm not doing it to myself, I'm letting it happen and that's worse. I need to stand up for myself. I am not a toy to be used. I am a human and I deserve to be treated like one.