Journal entry 1:

Today I finally got the nerve to tell the girl I have a crush on that I like her. Didn’t go very well she laughed and said no. Everyone started to make fun of me and wouldn’t stop picking on me about it. Fuck love they’ll see

Dear diary,

So excited, found out today that the boy I have a crush on likes me but i was too nervous to answer and laughed. I feel so bad because everyone made fun of him for it. Maybe I’ll get the nerve to tell him tomorrow.

Journal entry2:

Today is the day fuck her no no fuck them all. I broke into my dads gun safe and have three of his hand guns. The bus is almost here couple hours from now they will all know why they shouldn’t have made fun of me.

Dear diary,

Today is the day I’m gonna tell him, I have wrote a letter ask if he still liked me after yesterday and that I was so sorry. Beautiful day today.

Police statement 1:

So all I remember is that I was in class sitting in the back row when the door swung open and I seen the kid that we all laughed at the day before rush in and start shooting with a gun in each hand. I dropped to the floor and played dead as I heard screaming and loud bangs as he pulled the trigger. I stayed and still as possible as one of my classmates laid dead with eye open looking right at me. I was so scared and so blessed to have made it out alive.

Journal entry3:

First day of trial I was completely okay with what I did till the prosecutor held up a bag with a bloody note in it that read. To me I am so sorry that happen the other day but yes I do like you a lot and hope you still like me. Fuck what have I done.