I would say I’m healing ❤️‍🩹 and I would blame the world for my lonely nights where I stay up and be clutched and trapped in my head

But I can’t, I can’t blame love because love isn’t a person but the one whom I shared my love is

I keep praying for the right one but I can’t blame god because i was rushing to have that bond wit somebody and I fucked up trying not to trip on the stage

You told me what u don’t like and I keep all the pinkie swears and promises

I guess I’m not right for you and I’ve been tripping over my feet where could I go wrong for you to give me up like I wasn’t good enough

And I’m tired and sick and sick and tired of thinking in those dark spaces that had you staying up late nights listening to music that best matches my mood

I guess now and days boys don’t likes women that cleans and cook and buy things or spend every sec and every night by they side holding and protecting I thought we was stuck

Stuck like u were my rib to my cage and I was ur light to ur night I must be hallucinating because I thought we were stronger than glue

But I guess not so yea tell your friends that I walked away

Mhm yea I wasn’t good enough and u so damn self centered and a mystery I asked you questions so I can understand u better

Oh wow I guess I remember when I was acting funny and was playing u out for your money when I was more of a giver than a taker damn that’s a shame

Mhm yea tell them Insta girls I was just a test u was texting ur other bae and your love of ur life and bae bestie anyways so u were already distanced

So YOUR damn right I left I took my ass to a better place where I’ll be happy

Sometimes I wonder damn I wish I had opened my eyes that was so sealed to your beautiful love

You got the crowd that you wanted so let’s make a comedy HA HA clapping

Haha I’m crying haha I’m broken haha I let it go so far till my heart was tucked

Haha it’s still funny but now that I’m showing you I moved on to the better and kept my head to writing and the books and I’m making way more money now there’s no more laughing haha where did the crowd go?