Alienated and deserted

She feels alone

In fear of the unknown

She decides to stay at home

Rolled up in her sheets

She cries as she looks at his pics

Broken into pieces

Just like broken glass

Pieces of her heart scattered on the floor

And can not be put together no more

She was there by him during the crash

Felt his soul leave his body

She still remembers his voice

She still feels his warmth

There he sleeps silently in heavenly places

But I still feel his soul linger around me

During those lonely times he listens to me

And I know if he reads this he will laugh and say ….

Come over here

Gimme a kiss

You know I love how you smell

Do you love me ?

Oh He possessed the most beautiful smile I’ve seen

He made me want to sin

Turned my mind into a crime scene

I was addicted to him and now can’t get clean

He called me Saturn 🪐that day he put the ring

I remember how I cried

Saturn cried

Saturn still cries

Saturn never dies