I’ve created a monster

It started with a broken heart

It was time to start

Start changing

Changing my hair

Changing my food

Changing my body

Changing my heart

I wouldn’t let it happen again

No the break was to big

But I didn’t think this would happen

Changing into this this thing

This monster

What have I done

All I wanted was to feel better

To mend my broken heart

Full this burning hole

But what I changed into was not my intention

And I forgot to mention

I still hold onto all this tension