the diary of an almost-lover
May 17, 2012
Mom wants me to start writing a journal she says I should write about my feelings and what my day was like
May 18, 2012
I made a new friend in school today, her name is Jessica
May 21, 2012
I played with Jessica again today, she's probably the bestest friend ever
May 25, 2012
Mom says Jessica can come over tomorrow, I can't wait
May 26, 2012
Jessica said that we will be friends forever today, we pinky promised
June 21, 2012
Jessica said that when we grow up, we're going to get married
February 14, 2013
Jessica gave me candy hearts today as a valentine
December 23, 2013
Jessica kissed me today, mom says that we shouldn't do that kind of stuff till we're older. she says we will grow apart if we get too close too soon.
May 17, 2014
My birthday was the best ever! Jessica kissed me again. I really like it when she does that. i didn't tell mom though, she thinks it will ruin our relationship. But it won't, we pinky-promised.
May 17, 2016
It's my birthday again. Jessica forgot to kiss me this year, but it's fine, she just forgot
May 17, 2019
Jessica is older than me, so she can drive now. She took me somewhere special for my birthday this year. She kissed me again in our special place. I can't tell you where it is though, it's our secret.
May 16, 2021
I'm going to ask Jessica out tomorrow, it's going to be great!
May 17, 2021
She said no
October 13, 2022
Jessica is no longer in my life, she started dating some prick and she ghosted me on everything. I want to be happy for her, I want to at least stay friends. I guess pinky-promises don't count when you grow up. This will probably be my last entry, if you're reading this, then I am sorry. In the end, I never got over Jessica