I wake up today and convince myself, today I’m going out!. I made a list the night before, of things I had to do today.

1. Go to tailors

2.Buy milk and bread

3. Get a manicure

Take a shower, blow out my hair

I put on some makeup, to give myself a lift

All dressed now, ready to go

With the list in my hand, looking forward to

Going out!. Standing by the door, with the keys in my hand. I stop,turn around to sit down again.Why am I procrastinating? I’m all dressed, my body is telling me go. My mind is saying NO! Maybe i’m a agoraphobic in someway, I don’t know. I’m sitting, still procrastinating! I look at that list that I wrote, of things I had to do. Looking out the window,

it looks like rain.That gives my mind an excuse for me not to go out. Once again, I look at that list. Do I really need milk? I have a half a container, that’s enough for today.Do I really need need a manicure? Nah, that could wait.

I kicked off my shoes, made a peanut butter and jelly sandwich. Turned on Neflex, put on a 2 hour movie.

I guess everything could wait, for another day!!