We’ve always had a special relationship

Until he asked to be my best friend

My mind went on a trip

I knew this bond could never end

Sharing lunch

Playing with dolls

Everyone standing around placing bets as to when we’d be together

Sorry mom I hate to lose your hundred bucks but that day will be never

I couldn’t lose this friendship

That’s all I had to say

To shoot my shot

Would be like ending my day

I loved him truly

But just platonically

And eventually everyone knew

Our shot at love astronomically

Gone

If he loved me

If I loved him

We’d go back thirteen years

He was my first kiss

But not my last

He was my first crush

But that didn’t last

He is my first love

But not like that

He loves me

And I love him back

But of course

It could never be like that

We’ve had our fair share

of

Screams

Cry’s

Laughs

Now we’ve both been on first dates

Had more kiss’s

Had the last laughs

Started wars we never wanted to finish

Smelled things that made our minds go higher than aircraft’s

Face masks

Piggy backs

That will absolutely never change

Soccer games

Skating at night through the rain

That can’t ever change

Seeing new movies

Reading new books

That won’t ever change

I love him

He loves me

But it’ll never be like that if we want to keep what we have now

Late night drives

Shopping cart rides

All this could never end

And to think all it does is make people think that we’re anything but friends