I knew what God was capable of before the doctor arrived. I never doubted that He would see me through. My faith in Him remains unwavering, even in uncertain times. Trusting in God always provides us with the strength we need, which comes from above. Prayer, repentance, and facing reality should always be priorities before undergoing any surgery. But it was taken too long and that’s what was worrying me.

Today is the day of my surgery for emergency eye surgery to repair my retina, which the doctor said was very complex. Despite feeling worried and anxious, reassurance and prayer guided the doctor's hands throughout the surgery. While waiting in the facility, a sense of fear crept in when the doctor asked if I had signed a living will. However, the presence of God reassured me that everything would be okay. As I sat in the waiting room, surrounded by the sound of a family feud, I remained patient and focused on the restricted access doors ahead of me.

The phrase "restricted access" has caught my attention, and I believe God has inspired me to focus on this for a specific purpose. I am not sure if it will be a sermon or a teaching, but these words will stay with me.

Once again, the doctor informed me that the upcoming surgery would be intricate. As I waited to undergo the procedure, I found myself contemplating the unknown and reflecting on my own thoughts. The doctor inquired about my living will, emphasizing the potential risks associated with the surgery such as complications with anesthesia and breathing. I had ample time to consider these factors during the three-hour wait prior to the surgery. While my faith remained steadfast, I acknowledged that I am still working towards strengthening it. After signing necessary documents, I was taken to a room where the IV was inserted into my arm after multiple attempts to locate a suitable vein. Eventually, I was transferred to the operating table.

The physician is currently in the adjacent clinic, which explains the delay in their arrival at this juncture. Meanwhile, I am engaging in introspection and offering prayers. While lying on the operating table for an extended period of time, the anesthesiologist eventually administered the intravenous drip. Despite feeling slightly more at ease, I remained alert to the sounds emanating from the ongoing surgery. Surrounded by a plethora of medical technology, doctors, and nurses who have undergone extensive training and performed numerous surgeries, my anxiety was significantly alleviated.

The doctor, who was a professional, entered the room whistling. It was comforting to know that everyone else was okay, but as a pastor, I still felt the need to make sure my relationship with God was in good standing. The surgery ran a bit longer than anticipated, but I decided I would reflect on the experience later.

God has the power to turn what seems bad into something good through automation. We must trust in Him, as all things work together for our benefit. Today was a victorious day, albeit with some discomfort. The sign on the door stating "restricted access" reminded me that we can only enter through divine calling and must be prepared to go through the necessary procedures and questioning to reach our ultimate destination.

Indeed, upon reaching the threshold of that door, access is unrestricted from the opposite side, as one must enter to repent. This is because God allows for repentance and offers limitless access to his kingdom through prayer, ensuring that one may have faith in improvement following any hardships endured.