It speaks for me. I am somewhere deep down inside and I have no voice. There is nothing but darkness and a heart that beats. I can see my surroundings but I cannot control what I say or how I interact with others. She speaks and sounds like me from the outside but within she sounds nothing like me. I hear a monster. A demon that speaks for me. But there is nothing I can do about it. You wonder how this happened to me and there is a simple answer to that. The demon came from my nightmares.