the thing about your first love is that it’s new and their for it to bloom.

but their always ups and downs with it because it’s new

something your first experiencing, initiating, wakening, and deepening.

it’s always first nurse but then unrehearsed

because then you remember it’s new and just not ready yet to bloom

i compliment your eyes and say you remind of the dark blue sky that shines in my eyes

I say your like a prize to be mine and say your like fine wine

wine I could have everyday

a prize I would wanna win everyday

and a dark blue sky that shines every night I’d die to see every time

but nobody tells you eventually even when it does blooms it also never does last so fast

because sometimes it could end up gloom and not always bloom so maybe that’s why you always gotta keep trying even if it’s your first experience and maybe the end of the sequence because even yet

the your first love isn’t always enough to bet met or even set.

so know your first love was a belove and loved.

and let your second love be something you deem and redeem.