Love

Agony

Fear

Anxiety

“I told you what would happen

If you disobeyed me!”

Did you?

Did you really?

So now I’m laying on the ground

Trying to catch my breath

After the solid punch

You laid in my gut

You stand above me

Face red and flushed with anger

Chest rising and falling in quick breaths

You stare at me with so much disgust in your eyes

That used to hurt me

That used to make me cry

I would avoid that gaze

But not anymore

I stare back at you

At those controlling eyes

And wonder how I every could have lived

With you alive and by my side

It’s a struggle to stand on my feet

The painful feelings swirling around me

Causing me to stumble

Causing you to strike me again with a kick

Should I be scared

Concerned?

I don’t know

I just think that these painful feelings will be gone after tonight.

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(Bleh 😑 Staring school in 1 min. I wanna go home. I woke up at 3 am and got jump scared by my mum. Thanks for reading and have a good day.)