I was not aware of the difference between my anger and a looming demonstration of sadness shown by others I watched you crying within dreams of madness and suffering, I was filled with the emotion of a empty heart, filled to the top overflowing with disgust. To bear the weight of a trial so damned was the dream of yours and the nightmare that was the ebb and flow of what my life was made to be. To bear the insecurities

Of a averted gaze. You decided to overt your gaze

But I stilled watched you crying

Lost in a world of darkness.