It would be so simple, without you

I would know who I am, and I would know who I can count on

I would be happier, in a sense

Being alone is what I’m used to, after all

I’m an introvert by nature

But I’d be so bored

Without your cheeky grin, or your goofy laugh

Your chasm eyes

Life without you would be bland

I would get lost without you holding my hand

Life without you is my new normal

It’s become my greatest fear, and it’s the reason I cry under the blankets every minute I have to myself

I’m so sad without you

I thought you loved me

But I became a stranger in your life so fast

It’s so lonely.

And It’s what I wake up to every day.

Life without you is the life I have to live.

I should’ve noticed when your eyes started to die around me.