New Way

When I was a kid, I have many dreams. All of my thoughts were about how to make it happen. So, just like others, fighting for what I believed. Along the way, ups and downs, happy and sadness, brought even more joy to my daily life. I was hopeful for the future and confident that my dreams will become true.

All these wonderful things suddenly stopped as a unexpected event striked me. I was diagnosed with epilepsy, and my doctor told me that my body condition was not good. I started to questioning myself why this happened, but very soon I fall into lazy and depressed. For a long time, I couldn’t get over the consequences brought by my illness.

I remember that day, a breaking news story woke me up. I started to think how am I able to refresh myself? I wanted to be different from the past. Starting with the little things, adjust the daily routine to have more time for developing myself rather than sleeping. Then, write a paragraph daily about my feelings each days. Doing something meaningful everyday. I believe that as the day goes on, it will become a good habit for me.

Now I’m living with my new self. Everyday I wake up, there is something new for me to discover. I like this kind of feelings, as this might be another way to reach my goals!