I watched you with them. I watched you do the same things. I watched you make the same jokes. I wonder if you thought of me. I wonder if you held our memories close like I do. I wonder if you ever miss me. I hope you never forget me. I hope you look at our old messages and wish we would talk again. I hope it hurts. I forget how seeing you makes me want to cry. I forget how it felt to look at you and smile. I forget how it was before you hated me. We pass each other. That fake smile neither of us mean. “Hey” “hello” I watched you smile with them. I wonder how you looked so ok. I hope you saw me and remember who we were together. Sometimes I forget how easy it was to say hello to a stranger.