What Have I Done?
TW////// self harm
Hey, younger me
What have you done?
You grew up so fast
You shone like the sun
Hey, younger me
Where did you go?
You never came back
From the first fall of snow
Hey, younger me
Please come back soon
I miss our old days
Nights lit by the moon
Hey, younger me
You’d hate what I’ve become
I’m sorry- I’m sorry-
Do you see our blood run?
Hey, younger me
Im scared without you
The skies have turned black
And my head’s feeling blue
Hey, younger me
Quit going away
I need you right now
I need you to stay
Hey, younger me
I don’t know what to do
I’m so broken and lost
Did I bury you?
Hey, younger me
I cut open my wrist
What’s wrong with me?
Why did I feel bliss?
Hey, younger me
Look at all of my scars
We’ve gone from bright to dull
‘Cause your eyes used to be stars
Hey, younger me
When did my best friend-
Become nails-blade-rock
I want this to end
Hey, younger me?
See my long-sleeves red stained?
Should I give up on trying?
I’ll forever be pained
Hey, younger me
Where is your glow?
The spark in my eyes
Disappeared long ago
Hey, younger me
Riddle me this
My skin is no paper
So why is it slit?
Hey, younger me
We’ve got so much to conquer
Is it really that bad?
When does man become monster?