There’s something wrong When I’m not facing the sun He sings a silly love song My instinct is to run But I go out on a limb Stretching my boundaries Only for him I find my heart floundering Time bleeds away I tried to save him from his demons I knew I shouldn’t have stayed There were plenty of reasons I don’t recognize my smile My reflection in the mirror A forced laugh once in a while I begin to see clearer I finally run No reason to look back I’m finally here, my face in the sun Weight falling off my aching back Sometimes I wonder If he has changed Or completely gone under It lingers in me, fire and rage Lost in the fog Alone in the deep Bound by a promise That he couldn’t keep.