Once again you broke my heart

Once again you shattered my soul

Once again you took my confidence and smothered it

I don’t know why I keep letting you.

When I see you I should want to run away

Far away

Somewhere only I know

Somewhere you can’t follow me

I should want you to be gone.

But I don’t.

And I don’t know why.

I’ll keep my guard up this time.

I’ll be stronger this time.

I’ll try one again

To let you love me

Because I’ve always loved you.

Despite everything

I can’t live without you.

I need you to complete my days

It feels wrong without you.

I feel like I earn your compliments when you choose to give me one

I know exactly what you think of me.

I don’t know how love works any other way.