It Seems I’ve Forgotten
Forgot to change my laundry from the washer to the dryer.
Forgot about the dishes sitting in the drying rack
Forgot to put the downspouts down before the thunderstorm
Forgot for a second that you didn’t love me back.
Forgot to write my journal entry
Forgot to have more than one meal
Forgot to call the bank last night
Forgot how your betrayal feels
Forgot about the turned on fire place
Forgot to clean my desk. Again.
Forgot that practice is Tuesdays, not Thursdays
Forgot that my scars were deep wounds then
Forgot about the pluged in hairdryer
Forgot about the running van
Forgot that I was booked on Friday
When you asked if I had plans
Forgot that I had said ‘no more’
When you inquired about a date
Forgot that I had told you your ‘sorry’
Had come too late
Forgot every warning sign
Forgot my keys
Forgot that my no should mean no
And you can’t say ‘please’
Forgive and forget seems to be my style
Since I forgot the pain
And the broken heart that I was holding
Yet couldn’t explain
Forgot about my great aunt’s birthday
Forgot my library books
And yet a little voice in the back of my head reminds me of what you took
Forgot to vaccum last week
Forgot what I meant to say
But by some miracle up above
I remember to walk away
Remembered love is unconditional
And it goes both ways
Remembered I’m worth more than money buys
Remembered to change the laundry today