I’ve always had a paralyzing fear of being forgotten. Always afraid that someone was going to forget about me and then everyone else would too. That I was just a ghost and no one cared. This fear always made me act out and do some random things. But I wanted those around me to remember me as funny. I would start dancing and showing off my skills to my family and friends. Fortunately it worked but I fortunately it was one of those fears you can’t get rid of. I’ve had to live with i for a while now but it’s gotten better.