I am so terrified of this growing feeling that sleeps within me. When you glance in my direction, my heart rate accelerates immensely. When you touch me, my entire body floods with an indescribable warmth. There are knots in my stomach when you're around.

I hate this. _I hate it. I hate it. I hate it._

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I don't know how to express this feeling, so I hide it away. I keep it inside, but it threatens to escape every moment you're near. I hate the way you make me feel like a fool. I hate the amount of power you hold over me.