I’m so done I feel like I’ve run My time And it’s time To fly Away or lie Down or.. Something…. I looked away She looked concerned. I looked annoyed She switched her ways. She began to mock And I hid I hide. I began to hide. She makes fun and cries and says- “They don’t care” “They hate me” “They’re mad at me” When really- All I can do is cry And sob in fear At the thought Of the loss Of my maybe still one and only Best friend I have my first period and hang my head with a glare. In second I fall asleep and cry. I’m third i space out. And by the end I’m all worn out. But I see her and so is she. And all I want All I wish to be Is with her By her side While she cries- While we both lie And die And sigh Because I know she’s overthinking- And overwhelmed- And she hates herself- And I swear to God I’d rather go to hell I’d rather jump off a fucking cliff And end it all Then continue And continue On without her Because I depend on her She depends on me We used to be one Not split into three I just wish she would open her eyes a little wider And maybe she’d find She’s not the only One who feels that way Because no matter how much I pray I’ll never find the right words to say- And I know she’d never even think about it.