I didn’t mean to let you in again

I didn’t mean to trust you again, I thought maybe you might have changed your ways

I didn’t mean to leave myself vulnerable to your charm. You weaken my soul with your look

I didn’t mean to be your victim again

I didn’t mean to let you remind me of how stupid I am the lesser person that I am

But....

I didn’t mean to become a stronger person because of all of the things you thought was, I am not