Though I’m evil I know love

So I’m Emma nobody knows my life. When I was 10 I was raped. This is what caused me to become a villain to to hurt others but to protect. So I have everything that could help any one who needs it. I whisper I could tell people that I’m really a hero but the people wouldn’t respect me so I’m the villain with a good heart. So that’s why I’m so closed off so what’s yours?