(WARNING: this story contains some depressing matters that may touch at reality. Also I wrote this in the perspective of a made up character so don’t worry about me k?)

Love, am I right? That cruel taste of happiness the universe decided to tease you with. When you’ve never had it your okay, when you are in it your happy, and when it’s gone your nothing. My taste of love, my happiness, all came from one man, his name was Percy. I was doing fine without him but then he showed up and made me trip over myself at the sight of him. Then the next thing ya know your dancing together, and you realize that the sparkle in which you saw in him, he saw as well in you.

I loved him, I’d do anything for him. He loved me... or at least I thought he did. I could swear that was love, I could swear every moment I looked at him and he looked back that he glowed within as I did. But now everything I’ve lived for has been a lie. I can’t bear another second thinking about how my happiness left with him and now all I am is alone and always will be because... because I have no future, not without him. Even if he didn’t love me, I still loved him and I think I still do.

I can’t love him, I mustn’t, but I do!

I’ve wished that our last moments of breath could be taken together after a life of true love next to him. But if there’s no point in waiting through our happy ending. And my last moment with him is gone, what’s the point? In waiting?

If your reading this, your one of my close and few amount of friends. And I need you to know not to worry as what’s about to happen in this story has already happened so you can’t prevent it. I need you to know you couldn’t have helped as I was already to far gone. I need you to know that you couldn’t have changed my life around me to the extent that I’d feel the way I did before.

I need you to know, as I’m writing this, I am currently in my living room next to a bottle, a bottle of pills. And for every minute it takes to write this, I swallow another pill. And in a few moments I’ll be gone. So goodbye. Goodbye to all of my friends. Goodbye to Percy. Goodbye to love and happiness... Goodbye.