My best friend Alex and I were sitting at the party intoxicated, passing a bottle of Jack Daniel’s back and fourth talking about life. He was sitting on the small piece of wood right next to my chair. His face lit up from the fire. he sat slouched over looking more attractive than normal. He looked over at me and smiled “Katie, can I please kiss you¿” At first i’m shocked but then i nod my head slowly. He grabs my face with both hands and puts his lips to mine. my body and my head rushes, as he continues. my mind tells me to confess. “Alex,” i say “i love you”. He pulls back and looks at me with a straight face. Finally he says “Katie i’m sorry i- i don’t feel that way”. My heart drops. Why did he kiss me? I look away grab my things and rush out the party to my car. He follows me.