That Fake Smile
(Kinda the prompt, it’s going to be not a paragraph but a “poem” of sorts.)
There was this boy in my class last year
Not really handsome, but awfully nice
He asked me and my friend how we were, what we did the other day, such and such
The only problem was that he hung out with the same guys who bullied us
The same guys who laughed at us
He laughed at us
In front of our faces
But my friend wanted to be nice
Even though she was as pissed as I
And we responded only to him
Whenever the boys asked us questions
But I knew he wasn’t the good kind
Behind that fake smile
He was as bad as the rest
I heard what they said about my beloved
My beloved, my best friend
One got close to her once
And later laughed about to his friends after she left
I wondered why, I regret it now
He said that she had a foul odor
It wasn’t her fault, I knew, she was indeed hygienic
But they didn’t know. They didn’t care.
They laughed and told the rest of the class
Ignoring me even though I was right there
That one boy spared me a glance
A fake pitying glance
That’s when I broke and hissed
I yelled at ever motherfucker in that class room, their eyes went wide at my outburst. The most quiet kid in the 8th grade.
HOW DARE THEY
HOW DARE _HE_
How dare _he_….
I myself, was beginning to trust that fake smile
To laugh at that fake smile
To blush at that fake smile
But no one was more important to me than her
No one
So when my friend came back in
Sitting beside me
Confused at the looks that the class gave her and the shocked ones they gave me, I gave her a smile
A real smile
And not knowing what exactly was going on, but trusting that I would tell her later, she smiled back.
That boy still tried to talk to us, but we ignored him
It seemed as though he was pained
Yes, my friend still wanted to be nice, bless her soul, but I wasn’t having it
The only way the boy could get me to speak was if he provoked me
That is what he did, everyday, to get me to say hello
That boy, somehow I remember his face more clearly than my own friend’s
The hate that I have in my heart
Is more for him than his other crew
Just because of the damned, fake smile
He hurt my heart in ways I could have never dreamed
He lured me in and ate me whole
All with that one hello
All with that smile,
That bright, ever so slightly understanding
Smile
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_(Okay, now actually I seriously despise this boy. He is such a mutt. A stupid lying sweet faced son of a— Anyways thanks for reading this 400 something “poem” and have a great day!)_