Trapped in a tomb of nothingness

No light, no sound

Encased in the isolation of my prison

Damped and removed from all

I hear the blood flowing through my veins

The sound of my heart pumping

The outside silence, the inside turmoil

My brain is going to fast to understand

My heart is racing

I am in the void of absolute silence

My pain, my sorrow, and my hatred

My sins have caught up

My wrath won, my envy won

Now I am paying the ultimate price

For I killed my family; they are at peace

I am now to suffer for eternity, body and soul

My choices left me a husk

The void will not let me die

My eternal prison of silence

Left with nothing left but my own thoughts

I will never die from the hunger,

I will never die from the thirst,

But those are not the biggest calamity

The silence, the painful silence

The pain of never hearing

My mind hallucinates sounds

My mind hallucinates everything

I am trapped in nothingness

I know nothing of what I look like anymore

I know nothing of sound anymore

I know nothing anymore

An eon has passed and still eternity awaits

The curse will never let me go insane

I will always know what I have done

I will always know the price I had to pay

I am a decrepit soul

I am eternal

I am buried alive

The dreadful silence is my tomb

My worst nightmare come to life

Truly alone

Truly by myself

Truly alone with my emotions

Nothing else I can do

But suffer for my sins

I cannot repent

I cannot be forgiven

This is my punishment