Today is my last day.

I’m writing this to my family.

Thank you all. I will miss you. You were my pride and joy. I love you all. So much… I’m surprisingly calm about this. Today is my last day to live. Which also means the pain is over. The pain. The pain. The pain. The pain. It will all be over. I’m praying that ghosts are real. Or the afterlife. Anything. Praying on anything. I hope I’m not just in the ground. At my funeral. Don’t cry. Be happy. My pain. It’s over…

Goodbye universe.