I hate my younger self, especially his writings...
I fade to grey, I suggest you turn away.
My oxygen depletes or I should say it burns low.
Once a picture laid now an old cameras memory it will stay.
Now and I don’t know how the camera deletes me, so who am I to be?
Just another generation blowing away, to be forgotten in the futures today?
I’m sewing my mind to find who I am supposed to be.
I’m never free i’m in resume to the people who have applaused me, but paused in my room, all alone.
Why do the things I hate bloom like a flower in my head and stay there, whilst what I enjoy has the opposite effect.
I hate my photographic memory. Yeah, fuck you camera, stop playing with my emotions i’m not a toy.
I’m a photograph and i’m fading away, everyday, but I won’t forget to wave, i’ll be an ocean.
Maybe then I won’t be so broken.
Through history we’ll all be forgotten and unspoken of, or at least specifically spoken of.
I took an oath that the camera in my head will be kept a secret.
Don’t ask questions.