Thank you For everything Of the things you have done Thank you For the fear Of having no where to run Thank you For the pain That left me in tears Thank you For the trauma Over all these years Thank you For scaring me Almost half to death Thank you For neglecting me Only praying to be fed Thank you for making me A better parent than yourself Thank you For showing me What not to be myself Thank you For lying to me And breaking my trust Thank you For pushing me away Making me need to readjust All of these things Makes me wonder Why even bother And how All I ever wanted Was someone to call father So thank you For making me Afraid of loving Thank you Dear father For nothing.