if only i could be as tall as the mountains or as sturdy as wood i hope you'll believe i would if i could i wish i wanted to get up out of bed but i don't think you'd understand my mind just feels dead i want to be happy like the dogs and the bees but it's very clear that they are not me i can never be happy no matter how hard i try no matter how hard i try not to cry i wish i could do things i can't do i'd wish i had potential but i know i'd give it to you