Lying there with my blood boiling; I glare at everything as if it were causing my problems. Fuck him, fuck him, fuck him.

I grab my pillow and place my face on it and scream into it. He’s just so frustrating sometimes, he gives me mixed signals. Says he loves me but then shows me how much he doesn’t.

I wish he would just make up his mind and stop playing around. I scream once more before throwing the pillow towards the door.