As the mountains cause the sun to set faster than it should, And body’s of water carry more color than the sky The sight of ripples in my reflection makes me want to say goodbye You see, when beauty and pain coexist infections become your fix but they don’t tell you this when you start to separate deformity and perfection because naturally you’re supposed to know your direction which brings me back to the water such a large mass, deep, a stretch easy to lose yourself in this expanse of water has never felt so close to my bed, so warm, so soft, so fucking comforting calling me in hoping I jump and don’t fight if I say yes to the light please be polite and don’t ask why now I’m not going to lie, I don’t necessarily want to die but when I stalk the sky in the water I realize I won’t be mad if I never get out of the bath I can no longer see the sun shining through heights and peaks which makes me walk the dock so that the water that’s such a deep, large mass, I will easily lose myself in doesn’t put me to sleep