We can all try. We can try as hard as we can, girly. We can fight and fight. But in the end, there will always be someone that says you lost a win. Someone that says you’re not enough. Someone that puts you down.
And I know that “sorry” will never fix it, no. There’s been times guys have held me and whispered “I’m sorry”. Once it was after I lost a family member. I just screamed into his shoulder. I remember how he looked at me when I pulled away. As if he were amused that I leaned on him for help.
Trust me- you are enough. You’re an amazing girl, who is way too kind for her own good. You’ve supported me along the way, and for that I am grateful.
The opening inserted audio to To Die For by Sam Smith actually made me cry. The song isn’t that good. But I sunk to the floor with my AirPods in the bathroom and cried into my knees quietly.
It’s the small things that make a difference. Stand up. Fight for you, give it your all. In the end- it’s always enough. You’re strong and you should know that. No, I don’t like pity from people. And no, I don’t know how to give or take it.
But I am telling you to truth.