confession
“look at us” she said
i’ve heard it countless times
unbelievable truths can’t spill
out of the confines of rhymes
“our reputation precedes us”
and that at least is true
because who would think the good girls
could have ever done this to you?
but i am sick of relying upon
my carefully crafted good name
doesn’t the world have the right to know
i share in the sinners’ shame?
with a sickening smile
and a flick of my hair
your life has been ruined
it’ll never be fair
selfish, perhaps we are
but it would always come to pass
as will the chiming of the bells
the shattering of the glass
i’ll lay roses upon your grave
the same one i lowered you into
why do i always do the dirty work?
spit out what they couldn’t chew
i’m so close to breaking now
my persona is quietly cracking
let me guess, another coup?
our crimes continue stacking
“you’ve done nothing wrong”
of course, thanks to my good name
everyone else is always the villain
but in truth, we’re one and the same
because despite my guilt
i won’t alter the course of fate
i’ll cut off another girl’s head
i’ll deliver it on a plate
but this time my blood will spill
over the edges of the table
i’ll take responsibility for this murder
i’ve gotten quite unstable
so drag me to my prison cell
swing me from the gallows
let hoards of my victims watch as
my life, my face sallows
let me say goodbye
to those who knelt to crown me
i won’t be here to answer your cries
i fear this act
may drown me.